Post 12

Hey everyone, I'm back in the blogging world.. Anyways

You know there is something weird in the world we live in, and the people who live around us. Well there are these types of people who really care about others and people who just like to play and hurt others. And us, we always push these ones who care about us and go to those who hurt us, it's funny how many people tweet about it and they fall into the same mistake. Well try to stay close to those who care you'll miss them one day..

You know, in life everyone wants to be loved, everyone wants that person who cares about them and love them.
Here's how it goes, you talk to a person, you start liking that person so much, you do many things just to get their attention, you try hard to impress them and you just feel like that person is the right person for you, you start to have feelings for that person, and sometimes the other person feels the same way, so you both tell each other how you feel and you're finally together , that's what you both wanted..
What sucks is that this world is weird, sometimes when you get that person that you think is gonna be the one for you, once you're together things change, feelings change.. Yeah we live in a messed up world.
If you go to a person who used to love and you asked them if they believed in true love, they'd say it might exist.. Bas love al7een killa y9eer 9udaf doesn't it?
You people should really stop looking for the right one to love, it sounds easy to look for but it's hard to get.. A great friend always told me don't look for the right person, the right person will just come one day. Stop searching and just hold on and wait.
But if you didn't get that person, don't be like my life is fucked up and all that, don't be depressed, you know you've got your families love and your friends, these people are always gonna be there for you, maybe not all your friends but I'm sure at least one will be there for you.
Always look at the bright side and don't just give up on waiting.

Post 11

How are you guys doing, I hope you're all doing great..

You know many people change, some change to being better and some change in a bad way..
Well we all see that, and we mostly see it with friends and in relationships 9a7?

When you first know a person they can care about you, always be there by your side.. But some people can be like this just in the beginning then they change. They show you that they care and show you that they love you but some people suddenly change, they just meet a new person and do the same thing that they did with you. Yeah this life is full of people like this, FAKE people.

What I hate most or what everyone hates is when someone makes a promise and brakes it, they promise you that they will always be there for, you but when you need them the most they aren't there for you and you were always there for them, it hurts doesn't it? They promise you things ohma mu gadhaa, well you shouldn't make a promise you can't keep..

In the life we live in its full of fake and 2 faced people, and full of people who only care about themselves they care about their feelings only and not care about others, they care about what they feel and not about the person who they broke.. Nas ma tfakker ila bnafs'haa.

Mithil il nas ily tedawer faydat'ha bil 7ayat o ma yhmha ghayr nafs'ha, or can I say selfish people..
These type people may have many friends they might be living their life, the type of person ily when he loses a friend ygoul 7ayatey ma tougaf 3alayh and he has ghayrah.
But you know one day these people are gonna stand by their self and have no one next to them.
And if you think ina 8eemtik bayn il nas ra7 t8el itha you had a problem with a person and i3tethart even if you weren't il ghal6an then you're wrong, bil3aks ra7 tekbar b3ayn kil insan and mafeeha 3ayb if you apologized to someone, and if a person came to you and apologized make sure that this person is a true friend, he doesn't do it 3ashan shay but he does it because he doesn't want to lose a friend. And I'm talking about the true people ily fahmeen not the ma9la7cheeya cuz fe nas mumkin tridlik 7ag ma9la7a well you're the one who's gonna be the judge.

Always think positive and look at the bright side, and make sure you don't trust anyone easily we live in a life with dangerous people.

Post 10

Hey everyone i'm back, sorry for not posting for a while.. kan 3endy thirouf.

Anyways..

You know, we all lose people, people we loved, people we cared about, people who taught us alot, special people..

Few days ago they told me that my grandfather passed away, i was really shocked I couldn't believe it, my heart stopped when I knew that he's gone. It really hurts when you lose a person you really love..

My grandfather was and still is a special person to me, I learned alot from him he taught me so many things and these things are helping me so much in my life, he helped me reach my goals, he always wanted the best for everyone, he always wanted his family to be together..

The sad thing is that he lives is saudi so i can't see him every week, I used to see him twice or three times a year. Although I have alot of memories with him I always enjoyed my time when he was around.

When we lose a special person we all have regrets, we regret that we didn't spend much time with that person, or that we didn't used to ask about them much, or that kinna i7na sibab za3al hal shakh9 ib youm, specially if that person was family, but never regret it won't help always think of the good times you had with that person.
You know they always say family comes first, l2nna wallah mafey shay hurts more than when you lose a person in your family.. You guys you should always appreciate what your family does for you, mahma gisaw 3alaykum mahma galaw 7ata lu thayagkum dayman put in your minds in hatha 7ag ma9la7atkum, we don't see that now you won't feel this now you'll understand this later on, maybe some get what I mean..
Take advantage of every minute with your loved ones, they might be with you today but one day they won't. We're all gonna die someday.

Me and my cousins were talking about my gradnfather and how he thinks, and I wake up the next morning knowing he's gone.
It hurts so much, it hurts when you see all your family crying because we lost a person we all looked up to, and we still do.
All we can say is il7amdellah 3ala kil 7al everyone is gonna leave no one lives forever..

Always do the best for today because you might not live tomorrow, you never know when your times comes, life isn't a game. have goals and reach them and always put in your mind " what do I want to be known as " this will help you alot to reach your goals.